Ivar: "The Force... they tell you it's a balance. Light and Dark. Good and Evil. It's not that simple. Nothing is. My life is proof of that. To understand the man I became, you have to understand the boy I was—the outcast, the brother, the runaway... the apprentice. This is my story. This is my truth. Let's start at the beginning. Log Zero..."
The light side is a steep and painful path. A narrow path, bordered by temptations. Every step, every milestone requires painful efforts. Many times have young Ivar wondered sideways and explored the easy path of the dark side to escape his problems. As far as he can remember, his "dark compagnon" has always been here, holding his hand as he walked through his moments of doubts, his experiments. An imaginary friend, a carbon copy of his psyche, obsessed with instant gratification, lured by the glowing magic of dark side of the Force.
The dark side is a beautiful energy. It strives on the strongest emotions. Fear, Anger, Hate, Greediness, Possession, Raw Power, and ultimately Love itself through Jealousy. All these emotions have driven Ivar since his youngest age, although he never suspected what was at stake. How could he?